Acceptance, changes and calmness

Im in a room.. I think my daughter is here too.. 
Aa soon as I recognize this is a train.. The door already closing and I cant get out anymore.. I accept the situation.. I go to my seat and now it's a airplane starting.. Im a bit scarred.. But I have myself under controll.. I dont really want to fly.. I would prefer top leave the airplane.. But I accept the situation tough.. 
The Cockpit isnt seperatet from us.. The pilot can communicate with us directly bcs it's all one room.. 
He flys abit strange.. We go up but not much and then staight.. And the again a bit up.. But then a bit down.. I can see it even from the outside perspective.. Outside is very green, beautyfull deep green leaves everywhere.. 
He says that there is kind of a problem.. Nothing serious but we will land to start once again.. 
Im happy bcs that means I can leave the plane 🙏 

So we are landing.. Back on the ground now.. My daughters friends parents are here too.. It's now an old unused bus.. Like from a Museum.. It stands outside, surrounded by green nature.. 
I have abit contact with the girls parents.. (Dont remember exactly.. I dream often from them 🤔) 
The mother is leaving.. And then the father and me are leaving soon too.. There were nobody else inside.. 

Here are just some very old looking houses build side by side.. Looks abit like from cowboy times 😁 but it's in nature.. Everywhere leaves like ivy and such.. 
U can see nobody lives here.. It's like ppl left here long ago and nature took over 😍

Im walking and now it's a typical stoned street with some buildings side by side on both sides.. They are as short as the ones in the beginning.. More like in a fun Park.. But looking real tough..

The father of the girl is walking here too.. But we dont walk exactly together.. 

The next thing I remember is.. 

Im in the house I live, but it looks very different than in real..
In my dream we have a cellar and as unlogical it is, my neighbour is parking his car here in this cellar.. There is just enough space.. Im watching this like a movie tough Im somehow in the cellar too..
He seems to park his car here so nobody steals him the parking place since infront of the house we have a problem with little parking space (this is also the case in "reality") his wife is now here too.. I seem to the communicate with him.. Nothing special.. But I feel warmth and safety around him..

The next thing I remember is that Im outside in a street.. Walking on a Plateau.. Here is like a little square Park, with big trees and green meadow.. It's a sunny day but the trees making lots of shadow.. And around this green square are Plateau and street.. Im on the low side.. The street on the left and on the right side the green square are going straight up.. And some cars are driving there.. Then I see in one car it's my ex husbend and there is a guy sitting next to him, I never saw.. I wonder who that is.. 

Then im home looking outside the window and see how my ex husbend enters with this guy the house.. 
The guy looks but turkish or smthn.. 
And quiet young.. I wonder.. 

Now im in a very very huge apartment right under the roof.. The walls are super high, like in a hall.. The walls are all white shiny stone.. It's super bright here.. Alot of daylight comes in.. It's the apartment of my ex husbend.. And now I can see the friend better and he looks now very different than before.. He is talking with me.. I feel he wants contact with me and I recognize that it's an old classmate of mine 😶 im surprised! Again someone who radiates warmth and savety.. I like the feeling around him.. 
I was so wondering that it's him.. And how my ex husbend knows him 😁

I woke up soon after that.. And I could feel still the warmth, savety and calm.. I saw a photo of someone from Internet infront of me and those nice feelings of my dreams were connecting to this photo I saw now half sleeping.. 

I felt shortly asleep again 😁
I slept more than usually.. 

But when I woke up nicely calmly and saw the time.. The calm turned into nervosity and I was very restless and nervous around lunch time 🤷🏼‍♀️

Here the transit when I woke up.. 




Sun exactly square to my sun 
Moon exactly square my Mars 
Mercury square my nodes 
Venus making big exact trine with my venus and my neptune 
Mars conjunct my north node and my moon sitting on their midpoint 
Jupiter on my moon squaring my black moon lilith 
Saturn on my black moon lilith 
Uranus square my midheaven 
Neptune square my neptune 
Pluto tSquare my pluto venus opposition exactly
North node making big trine with my south node and my nessus / dejanira 


I recognized that I dream usually from my daughter her friends parents when my north node is activated.. That's so interesting and I wonder why is that 😁






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