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Acceptance, changes and calmness

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Im in a room.. I think my daughter is here too..  Aa soon as I recognize this is a train.. The door already closing and I cant get out anymore.. I accept the situation.. I go to my seat and now it's a airplane starting.. Im a bit scarred.. But I have myself under controll.. I dont really want to fly.. I would prefer top leave the airplane.. But I accept the situation tough..  The Cockpit isnt seperatet from us.. The pilot can communicate with us directly bcs it's all one room..  He flys abit strange.. We go up but not much and then staight.. And the again a bit up.. But then a bit down.. I can see it even from the outside perspective.. Outside is very green, beautyfull deep green leaves everywhere..  He says that there is kind of a problem.. Nothing serious but we will land to start once again..  Im happy bcs that means I can leave the plane 🙏  So we are landing.. Back on the ground now.. My daughters friends parents are here too.. It's now an old unused b...

The invisible girl like almost bf 🤔

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Im in an apartment that looks like a hotel room.. Here is a little flor and a bedroom with a huge, stable wooden bed.. I know this room from a previous dream.. So I know here was als a bathroom, but I don't see the bathroom in my current dream.. Im here with a guy and I cannot remember how he looks.. Infact I wonder if I really saw him even in my dream 🤔 bcs i really dont remember.. Maybe I just felt him 🤔 there maybe were just the idea of him..  But it's like he is with me.. He maybe have long hair and seems abit female bcs he wants to have hair curlers..  Now a sidenote.. When I was in this hotel like room in a dream I had maybe some years ago.. I met here ..hm.. kind of an ex bf even tough we were never really together.. It was more like an almost bf but it never happened.. And in this dream now.. It is actually this guys home 💡 let's calls him C. So this girlish unseen guy Im with, seems like he is my bf or on the way to become it.. And I am realizing now, that we ar...

Angry dream and alot Leo midheaven thoughts 🤔

First im in a car.. Here are (bit unclear) my sister and my mother.. Im complaining about this family dynamic.. Why nobody ever have my back.. Why nobody is ever really on my side.. Always Im alone and Im so angry about that and Im telling it very angry..  I feel so frustrated and angry.. Im leaving.. Now im with my ex bf.. We are also on the way.. Not so clear but maybe with a car.. He is constantly looking after other women and tells me all the time he wouldnt.. I feel very hurt, not only by him being so greedy but also bcs he lies to me and even I know so obviously that he lies.. He still lies.. I feel again.. Very frustrated, hurt and angry.. It's already night, we stop at a house.. There is a guy in the door.. It feels abit like we could rent a room there..  My ex says he has to go in.. I can see his phone is vibrating and as soon as he think I cant see it anymore, he is grabbing he pulls his phone out.. I know it's a woman.. Otherwise he wouldnt hide it..  Im so ver...

Less thinking, more feeling

Im in a hotel room.. There is a massive red Couch.. Looks bit like leather.. But pure Red.. Looks huge and very stable.. Infront is a big TV.. TV is on..  In the TV is an Interview with Bill Kaulitz from Tokyo Hotel.. He looks his current age but is styled like in the beginning of his career..  He seems to complain about the buisness..  Im about to go away, since I dont like TV.. But then he starts getting more dramatic and I decide to watch just this Interview.. So I make myself comfortable on the Couch and watch..  He starts crieng.. He tells about the coldness of the ppl in the showbiz World.. The superficiality and how cold it is behind the scenes.. How much he got misstreated and such things.. There is now a woman watching it too.. She dont show any compassion and is even laughing.. Im abit surprised and then she went away thowards a Garage and says that he thinks to much.. People think to much instead of feeling their feelings, she says.. It's all about love! T...

Flooding

 I am with a neighbour and tell her about a dream I had about her, that she built smthn new here behind the house and that I dreamed this before it really happened (which is true) Then the scenery became very different from reality.. More like a fun Park.. There was a river and a beautyfull wooden bridge in Asian style.. Very romantic and beautyfull and I told her that I exactly dreamed this.. And I was so excited it became so true! Then we went in smthn like a Restaurant.. It was still und day time.. Very beauyfull weather with blue sky btw.. So this Restaurant was next to this river place and it seemed this Restaurant Aldo belonged to her..  And then I was talking with her about blue color.. Red color.. It smthn about which color we wear and it was also like im talking about this with my daughter 🤔 bit unclear.. I looked down on me and recognized that I was wearing blue and red cloth and joked.. Oh so I wear transgender colors?? Then I asked the neighbour.. Btw were is the ...